I'Cin
01-26-2005, 04:09 PM
HER DIARY
Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar
to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was
upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't
flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but
he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with
me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled
and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say,
"I love you, too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if
he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V.; he
seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later
he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but
I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided
that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I
don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today the Chargers lost, but at least I got laid !!!!!
Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar
to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was
upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't
flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk, he agreed but
he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing."
I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with
me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled
and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say,
"I love you, too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if
he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched T.V.; he
seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later
he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but
I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. I decided
that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation
but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I
don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today the Chargers lost, but at least I got laid !!!!!